I just realised - it's not just you who makes me happy. It's the fact that I make you happy that makes me happy. Not in a vicious, malicious, competitive, let's-see-if-any-other-girl-can-make-you-laugh-that-much kind of way, but in a you're-happy-so-I'm-happy kind of way.

Am I allowed to miss you this much and still be just a friend?