Okay, I went out with the other guy on Wednesday... and guess what? I felt nothing. I'm finally over him. What a relief!

To think I was scared that something would happen... not between us, I mean, but that I'd be kicking myself for being so stupid as to think I could just go out with him and be just a friend. You have to understand that:

• When I fall, I fall hard.
• And there aren't that many guys out there that I've fallen for and am still friends with.

Put those two together and you can see why I was apprehensive about meeting up with two former crushes.

Thank you, God, for helping me get over them both last year.

In other news, The O.C. has returned! Who needs a real-life boyfriend when you've got Seth Cohen and Ryan Atwood?