Sunday, May 23, 2004

I think I'm falling.

I can actually see an 'us', imagine wedding bells and many happy years together.

And that's completely freaking me out. I imagine it would freak the hell out of you as well. After all, we haven't known each other for that long.

I'm astonished by how similar we are... and the very fact that you fit every one of my incredibly demanding criteria. I'm not even looking to see if you do. I know you do.

The very fact that I feel this way totally weirds me out. I keep yelling at my brain to stop thinking of these stupid, little girl, young thoughts. This is not me. This is not the me that I know. I need to be in control.

Please, someone, smack me so that I can return to my usual self.

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