Augh!

Fine. Seeing as I am simply not getting the time to do a long post, this will have to suffice for the next few days.

The Major Dealbreaker here is that this certain someone has a kid. I just can't handle that - at least, so I think - and, quite honestly, my mind just shuts down when it's forced to think about it. He has been very upfront and told me about it the first time we met, and I am majorly annoyed that I let it get this far.

Secondly, I think I was doing okay with hiM, not really telling him too much other than the aforementioned paragraph until last weekend, when, in a moment of being-back-in-London-and-getting-to-see-my-best-friend-again joy, I drunk-dialled that someone. And I don't remember too much of what we talked about.

Sigh.

I only know that the call made him happy, and that he won't tell me what I said until we meet up in person.

Crap, crap and double crap.